2-3

don't bite. I know it doesnt hurt you.
don't say its fine. don't pretend its anything else but anger. don't hold back. dig deeper. hold longer. bleed more and feel. what I do. what it used to feel like. the way it never mattered the way you and I knew it wasnt pain. like it was never a bite. like its never gonna be the same. just don't stop. die with me.

2-2

And today it dies hard. Today there's no end in sight. Like this month and the one before it. Today I die.

2-1

Give me a reason. And we can die. Make me walk away and save me the heart ache. Give me a motive to kill this inside me. Give me a reason to end it all
in one word.

9 months

I forgot what it was like. I didnt think I could ever go back. it rained yesterday. I had forgotten the rain. I forgot the feeling of being soaked in it. I didn't think things could go back to the way they were. I didn't think id find myself in the rain again.