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And I did it.  I let go of them.  No one hurts anymore.  I'm so alone and I'm not in pain anymore.  I don't need anyone.  I'm so fucking free of it all.  Somedays it feels like if it weren't for those 3 that I would just drift away and disappear completely. 3 friends that are keeping me sane. 3 that are make me feel like this world is worth a dam.  3 reasons for me to not loose hope. 3 friends.  3 beautiful people that are keeping me alive.  The last 2 months have been tough. Sometimes 3 sometimes 2 sometimes 1.  Today it feels like just 1.  But that's ok.  Shes worth sticking around for.