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I don't want you in my house.  Not you, not your friends. and not anyone.  This is where I come to get away from it all.  I meant when I said I hated how much I loved you.  This whole last year was me trying to say that.  And now were at a point where I don't have to.  I wish you would just get the hint and know how much I just want you gone.  I have to be nice to you. I have to try if you try.  But I'm done trying and I really don't like you anymore.  Don't make me have to say leave.  Don't make me have to push you out of my life.  But you will be over wont you?  You and your friend and your guilt.  You're all coming to my house.  I want to scream.  I want to cry.  I want so badly to uninvited you.  I'm good now.  I really am. I'm slowly getting better.  Dammit why wont you let me be free.