45

I don't know what it is exactly this time around.  It feels like I'm seeing you for the very first time.  I don't know how to describe the feeling.  Like maybe today I don't feel as strongly about it all.  Maybe today I see you for what you really are.  Today you're just someone else.  And I don't really feel as much of an obligation to do or say anything I don't want to.  Seems very liberating to be able to shut you up.  To put you in your place. And to make you feel the way you deserve.  But I don't think I was as angry as before.  Most of it has gone away.  You're not as important.  I can go on without you today.  Tomorrow you wont cross my mind or the day after.  I'll eventually remember you.  When I do I don't think I'll be angry.