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I admire you.  I don't think I've ever met anyone as smart as you.  Anyone who thinks or feels the way you do.  I think being your friend is such a privilege.  I know you don't see it.  You said you didn't think I got it right. I know you hate yourself.  You don't say it.  And you may not believe it.  But I know you do.  Every time you hurt yourself you say it.  I love you so much.  And it hurts to know you hate yourself that much.