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What do you want from me? You failed us all and you embarrassed me. I can't stand to look at you and all I want to do is walk out.  I'm fighting with my self trying hard not to yell at you and tell you I hate you.  I don't want to give up on you. I want you to realize what you did and what your doing. It was not OK. And you have to change. I want you to suffer and I want you to hate yourself. I want you to feel disgusted with yourself every time you think about it. I want you to want to change into someone you can be proud of someone we can all look up to. Don't ask me to act like every thing is fine. It's not. and I'm not. I can't smile today and it's all your fault. Don't expect me to love you today either.