A7

I'm am a feind.  I deserve terrible things. I am sorry I've made you mad. I understand what your doing.  Your twisting my love. Your making me ruin things by myself. Your watching me do this. Waiting for me.  I'm a sick person.  I need help. I can't keep doing this to myself.  Give me a way out. Whisper to me like you always do. Tell me I am filth. Make me regret my sin. I want to change. I don't know how and I can't by myself. Hold my hand and lead me through the fire I started.  I can't keep suffering like this. I need your help. I need you to save me from myself.

A6

I hate what I'm becoming.  Is this really me going insane? You were right its all shit.  I need to stay away from it all. I have to get back what I lost.  I need to be the one in control again. I have so much to do. I can't do it like this I need to be free of it all.  I stopped holding but I can't shake you.

I don't love you. I don't really like you. I feel like I'm just going through the motions. Ima dissapear. You were right I should have listened. I don't know why I even come around. I feel sick to my stomach.

This started off as just a feeling that was bothering me.  A growing feeling that I can't seem to shake.  The world starts to feel so big and the room starts to spin.  And I stop myself to think but everything in the room is still moving. 

A5

I think I'm dangerous.  People they trust me.  They let me in.  They trust me even though they don't know me and I feel obligated to be something I'm not. I wish I was. But it's not in my nature.  Why is that?  Is that why things always end the same?  Poison only kills the the body.  What does that make me?